Why racism is a problem today and probably will always be a problem unless we focus on something else.

Like focus on the smallest common denominator: 2. Gender. Because as long as we have all these different colors. we see different different different, there isn't much different than the color, so like. Focus on something else, like. what kind of man is he? What kind of woman is she? Isn't that a better question to answer from the racial standpoint? Like shouldn't a man be a good man? No matter the color? Shouldn't a woman be a good woman no matter the color?

At a certain point. It just makes more sense to see 1 as 1 and the other as the other, and eventually it becomes clear that its internally what matters.

We need peace between the genders.
On another note, 2020 marks the centennial American suffrage anniversary.


When I found out that "adjust" has negative connotation,

I was surprised. Surprised because "adjust" is what is going to get you somewhere better. When you "adjust" the variables so that now will lead into a better present.

Whats it mean? for a word to have a negative connotation?
It means that the word by itself might pre-determinedly fall into a specific side of ethics. Ethics such as "is it good or bad?"

The word "hate" has a negative connotation in its own regard.
The word "dislike" has a neutral connotation because the meaning utilizes absence by means of a flipping syllable; in this case, "dis" in "dislike."

adjust! is good!


If theres one thing corona quarantine taught me it is that

Holding your breath can be healing


Today I have never felt this much electromagnetic frequency distruption

I think its out of control. From the first day I remember being told that microwaves are harmful to your health (which is why you don't put your cat in the microwave), now it is apparent that we are living in a microwave. There are cellphone towers everywhere, constantly frying your brain at a low power. We know that the human brain is made up of electrical impulses. Now these electrical impulses are being threatened by external influences such as cellphone towers.
This will probably mean nothing to the masses, for most of them have already given up hope for psychic reading which is the act of reading another persons emitted radio waves (which come from thoughts). But now this is being threatened because the cell phone towers are emitting more different waves than ever before.
Its not like you're sticking your head in a microwave. Its like your head getting the effects of a microwave at a very low power CONSTANTLY.

Here is how its working. Your brain. your mind goes through 2 different main phases. Repetition of previously created neuron networks and making of new networks. When your mind is being bombarded by scrambling frequency waves, it is very difficult to create new neuron networks, so you're forced to fall back on old strong neuron networks. This is NOT good. This means that you'll have a hard time being creative and coming up with new ideas.
The worst is coming up with something that you think is new but really isn't.


The level of insanity I'm witnessing right now is absolutely beyond anything I've ever anticipated. But what will have to happen to equalize all that is so predictable.
First, there is a distinct laziness of wanting NOT to explain myself, because there is a supposedly strong possibility that no one will care to read it nor will this material have any surefire effect on the way people will live out their lives.
The first is the complete and utterly embarrassing overlooking of trash. There are people among all of us who simply do not care where their unwanted stuff goes. To them it is as simple as throwing it out into the air or putting it all in one bin/drain regardless of the label on the bin/drain. This sort of stupidity is the global march to global extincting because unorganized trash is trash ready to enter the great ocean thanks to hurricanes (aka blender).
An ocean filled with trash is like an un-breathable atmosphere. What looks like food is actually death to ocean wildlife. And we're supposed to be the intelligent species. If the intelligent species cannot organize where their trash goes then they do not deserve to keep that label or they deserve to be turned into a species that by default does not have any possibility for intelligence.
There's actually 2 versions of intelligence. There's the version where intelligence creates things that serve no purpose to the overall health of the environment and the version where it fits beautifully into the environment. Humans are becoming to have more of the former.
It's so sad to see a series of events take place in order to hide the direction of mass-extinction the evil greedy are heading us towards. Like eliminating net neutrality in order to manipulate the news channels called the "internet" because the right news cannot reach the people if its being slowed down or some distraction is getting priority over it. It's hard to believe that the Gilet Jaunes in France are getting minimal coverage in the US. You can thank abolishment of net neutrality for that.
I think the biggest pending equalization that is surely to happen is how there is a momentum in the need of oil being put onto tankers where most of those profits go to public stock owners who are too far or discouraged to reinvest into greener practices. Pretty much they don't care that oil companies are effectively earth vampires and they don't want to even consider the fact that such oil companies can become green-energy companies. It's like not in the playbook. They are THE rapists of the earth.
They'd laugh if I told them, "Shell and BP need to ween off oil." They would be like "and then what kind of company would Shell and BP be?" This illustrates that there are earth rapists/vampires on the earth with no expiration date of their raping/sucking of earth. And I'm seeing that the best course of action is to simply to fill their lungs with fluid. Like drowning without being in the water. Because they don't care that they spilt earth's blood in the water or burned it into the air. increasing the amount of carbon dioxide and changing the living conditions of corals and thus ocean life.
You probably have a form of water cooling in your computer. There has been a newer version of water-cooling that uses what is called a vapor chamber. Earth's ocean is effectively a vapor chamber. Now with the atmosphere getting hotter and the diminishing amounts of oil within the crust, you can expect more volcanos and more earthquakes and they will both compound each other. It is a fact that there is a molten core within our earth, but we seem to ignore that if we made that core a little hotter, there will be expansion thus forcing dormant volcano to re-erupt. For a little while the oceans have been able to absorb a lot of the earth's increasing heat, but its increased to the point where the coral reefs have been destroyed which is a sign of extreme. With the water getting hotter, the core will get hotter and expansion is imminent. The case with less oil in the ground is even more apparent with the fact that most cars cannot run without a healthy dose of lubricant oil between it's gears, pistons, etc. With less oil in the ground there will be more crust on crust contact therefore leading to more earthquakes and therefore more volcanoes. This is straight up logic.
If oil/gas exploitation occurs Arctic National Wildlife Refuge, the pressure in the north will change thus release "the big one" in the Cascadia subduction zone. If you live in Vancouver Island, Oregon, Washington, and Northern California, you could be at risk for a mega earthquake, especially if after the vampires start sucking out the oil/gas in the Arctic National Wildlife Refuge.


Today I saw one of the most beautiful and ugly things ever.

As I left my apartment to go shopping I decided to turn around and grab the last bit of french-made crepes which I believed were borderline to spoiled in order to feed the birds. I journeyed my way down to Chipotle where I would have a burrito before commencing the trio of supermarket shopping, and right before I turned Chipotle's corner I decided to throw some peices of the left-over crepes next to a tree. I entered Chipotle, ordered my burrito and behind the glass, sat down adjacent to the where I threw the food down. One forth of the burrito in I saw a pigeon cross the street. I was hoping that it would see the food but it kept on crossing and disappeared out of my visionary range. I kept sending out to the universe that there was a bunch of food for consumption available.. As I got to half of my burrito, a tiny female sparrow flew in.
Her enthusiasm was rushed. She was eating the pieces so quickly as if it were the first meal of the day, however there were no other birds competing for the food. It was just her. She ate and ate, jumping from one piece to another, then hiding behind the safety of the low tree-fence when dogs headed and leaving the Veterinarian were close. I kept whispering to her, from the heart, to slow down a bit, else she might get a stomach-ache. Eventually she started to slow down. She looked a bit fuller. Not as tiny as when she first arrived. When I thought she was done, she flew up to the bars and then spotted a small puddle in the street where she flew back down to have a drink. Two sips. Obviously to help with digestion. And shortly she was back across to have a second serving. This time, she took her time, and instead of swinging the large pieces she became more precise with her beak and broke it off from where she bit. I was still in awe with how quickly she noticed there was a water supply nearby. My guess is that she noticed the brightness of the sky in the reflection.
After a second serving she went back to the puddle to have a couple more sips and she flew up into a nearby tree. Just before I left I noticed 2 pigeons flying to the bunch of food and some more sparrows following. The kind of rush when a few birds find a food source and others rush in on the action. With a smile on my face I went to throw my trash out, and the uglyness set in. As I picked what pieces of trash to go where (aluminum and receipt in recycling) (bowls and utensils in the "landfill" trash), one worker came by and threw all of his trash in the recylcing. As he left the restaurant and I followed after I started to mutter the truth with rising volume. "Lazy, doesn't care about recycling, should be ashamed, ignorant.. etc" He eventually began to take his headphones off to understand what I was saying. I told him "put your trash in the right bin, not the recycling bin," and he said "okay," but kept walking away from the restaurant. That's when I stopped and said "No! then you turn around and take your bowl out of the bin and put it in the other bin." He said "Thank you," but I continued walking, telling him to thank the air for breathing and God for life.


I'm not a racist but society is bias.

I'm probably one of the most un-racist people you've ever met. Since 2008*.
Today I have enough personal substantial proof to prove that a large portion of people who call people "racist" are actually racist themselves. And while it might seem like hypocrisy that I'm here doing just that, the bending factor is that I actually have the fortitude to logically explain myself, which is far more than these actually-racist, calling-others-racist, people do.
And its not because of being defensive. It's because when they meet a person from non-minority who is colorblind they're programmed to be bias towards them.
At least 4 times I can count where I've been ripped off by minorities.
The first in 2013 where I wired a black girl (who was given free tuition at my private high school) $980 to pay for rent and food. She said she would return the money the following month. The following month she deactivated her Facebook and ceased communications. My brother did some research and found out that she was actually arrested for credit card fraud and that she probably used that money to pay her bail. After my brother threatened to hire a lawyer she paid $140 back but never paid the rest. Then she disappeared.
The second in 2014 where a Latino Marine gave me an average rating while I busted my ass working for him.
The third in 2015 was an contract agreement of where I lent $8,000 to another Latino Marine in exchange for $16,000 one year later. The doubling of the money was his idea. He bought a food trailer and never paid me back. No matter how many times I've asked, he wouldn't even give me a cent. So my father hired a lawyer, who cared more about her pot than my father's and drained my father of almost $8,000. It didn't move anywhere. She was played. As she was getting paid over $200 an hour, the other lawyer (hired by the Latino) cleverly played the game of shadow and delay. Asking for an extension, and taking advantage of the court fees and expensive hourly fees in order to drain my father of his finances. And I warned her, but she said that she knew "how to handle Marines" because her parents were Marines. Well this clearly was not analogous because her parents were in union (married) and in charge of her (hierarchy), while this was between two Marines (lateral) with no child (no 3rd party).
Yesterday I was hung up on by another Latino whom I offered a $500 piece of gear as collaboration-commencement gift. I offered it to him in April, and we began to work together creating songs. But he became increasingly lazy, asking to postpone more often than we collaborated (as of now), and saying that because he is the producer it needs to be done his way. I told him that because we met in church under God we need to certify that gift by performing and practicing in Church. He increasingly shifted towards wanting to record everything and do everything outside church while I wanted to practice live. He wanted me to show up with my flute while he had all his guitar passages prepared on the computer in advance. He wanted me to perform and create live while he had all the time prior to prepare ahead of time. I told him quite clearly that if he cannot make music without a computer that we weren't compatible as a team. And that if he didn't have a guitar in his hand when I showed up I'd walk out. That he needed to level with me if he wanted this music collaboration to be fair. He told me to think about it for a week and he hung up on me. I bought him a $500 piece of gear and he hung up on me. Because he insisted use of a computer.
Who's racist here? I will temporarily play the role of the cynical. That these people aren't racist but are actually "just" immoral persons. Unfortunately I keep getting this gut feeling that if I were a Latino myself, I wouldn't have been hung up. Nor cheated out of deal. Nor given an average rating.
In all the above examples when others probably would've given less, I gave my most. I gave to them exactly what they wanted, and when I asked for what I wanted was promised, I didn't get it. Isn't that proof of a racist? Unfair return? A racist will give you less than what they promised they would give you. A racist forgets what you've done for them in the past.
A cynical person might say "what about the other examples of non-minorities falling short of their promises?" First of all, how dare the cynical wrap all these examples as "falling short." Second, besides the non-minorities not being as needy as their minority counterparts, I literally have examples where the needy, non-minority persons' repayment of getting back what was promised actually happened. This non-minority girl whom I lent $1,000 and $2,000 to help fix her car and pay a lawyer to correct identity fraud respectably now only owes me 400 dollars (with $200 in the mail right now). This non-minority Marine I served a deployment with that I am no longer friends with because of differences needed $140 and gave it back to me 2 days later. Another non-minority Marine I lent $400 to pay for snowboarding gear and hotel for his visiting girlfriend paid me back (with some trouble, but no need for a lawyer), within 2 months. I literally have proof of NON-MINORITY individuals showing me more respect than minority individuals. DOES THIS MAKE ME A RACIST?
The minority individuals haven't paid me back. In fact, its probably about 100% now since 2008.
I will temporarily play the role of the cynical one more time. Well before the cynic comes out to play let it be known that the cynic always seeks a defense haphazardly after the opposing counsel laid out a well-thought-out a-philosophy-based offense. The cynical always scratches and claws at finding anything to quickly save itself without realizing they were never really prepared with that lowly mindset. Anyway, to return back to the role: "It's because of the long-term oppression that minorities feel the need to break promises." Actually this is not a cynical statement. It's pretty damning instead. It illustrates that the minorities should just be allowed to be immoral.
They shouldn't. And now I know why America has had to stoop so low in order to want to build a wall separating Mexico (and the rest of Southern American Latinos) from The United States. I've hated the idea of the wall for so long not because of the territorial disputes but because of the environmental disruption it creates. It separates the natural migration of animals and the rest of nature. But when you have ill-promising minorities crossing the border illegally perhaps a wall seems like a better idea. I honestly care more about nature than the people (because nature encompasses people) so I hate the idea of a gigantic wall separating countries however now I truly understand why it's needed. Why people want it. As much as I don't support it, I can understand why a lot of non-minorities are for it. They don't even want the opportunity to be ripped off by minorities.

Now as usual I have to bend this piece of metal back and explain that not all minorities are like these. But lets revisit that word "all." Is 90% of minority interactions all? It's quite close but not quite. But in today's society we often use the word "everybody" in the place of "large group." I have minority friends whom I can trust (for example, one from a public school childhood when racism was an absolute hit or miss, this case absolute miss. And another from a different, African-British culture and is literally in an interethnic matrimony expecting a baby.) But these examples are few and far in between.

The fact of the matter is perhaps not all the people accused of being racist are actually racist, and maybe more probably so the ones who often accuse others of being racist are actually the racist ones themselves.

*In 2008 I made a decision to make the world a better place. I decided I would begin observing all my actions (and how I treat others) and continually adjust the parameters to be an increasingly loving and caring person. If there was racism, I would throw it away. If there was cheating, I would stop. Stealing, I would stop. Etcetera, etcetera. 10 years later I can assuredly say I've stopped. Pretty much I put in my heart the 10 commandments and the golden rule. It's also one of the reasons how I've become vulnerable (and naive) to those who do not follow moral guidelines. The writing of this public post illustrates how I've readjusted.